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NASA claims to have found 7 Exo-Planets: Conjecturing what it actually means

I am doubtful NASA actually engages in any space exploration. Rather I think they are in the entertainment/deception business. They might actually partake in some space exploration, but as most of the information that comes out of them is unreliable, and they’ve been caught lying several times, it is prudent to be skeptical of their claims and intentions. I will explore NASA’s recent claim that they discovered 7 Earth-sized exoplanets in Trappist-1 (star or system?) from this viewpoint.

The star Trappist-1 is, according to The Atlantic website, located about 40 light-years from Earth. It’s size is only slightly bigger than Jupiter. The Atlantic states as follows: “The system resembles Jupiter’s moons Ganymede, Europa, and Io”. I doubt these 7 planets actually exist. I rather think it’s some sort of astrological meme-magic they are trying to feed to us. Let’s take a look at the meaning of some of these names.

Trappist refers to a kind of monk from the Trappist order. The name apparently comes from the abbey of La Trappe in France. Among us regular people the word Trappist is best known from certain types of beers, and I think there’s also Trappist milk in Hong Kong at least. According to Wikipedia, Trappists are contemplative order, they do not take vow of silence but refrain from speaking when not necessary. They follow the rule of St. Benedict. I’m not sure what its significance is, but it might mean something that previous pope, Ratzinger’s, papal name was Benedict.

The Trappist Cisterian order was founded by Armand Jean le Bouthillier de Rancé. I don’t know his significance either. Wikipedia says that he was “originally intended for the Knights of Malta”, but became a monk instead, I suppose. Knights of Malta is a secret society that still exists today. I don’t know if any of is significant in relation to NASA’s alleged discovery, but it might be.

It’s curious that Jupiter is connected to this new star system, as Jupiter is not only another persona of Osiris, a deity supposedly important to modern secret societies, but it also allegedly represents a shift in the secret society structures.

Ganymede was a beautiful man abducted by Zeus (Jupiter) to be his cup-bearer. Wikipedia explains this about him: “The myth was a model for the Greek social custom of paiderastía, the socially acceptable erotic relationship between an adult male and an adolescent male. The Latin form of the name was Catamitus (and also ‘Ganymedes’), from which the English word ‘catamite’ is derived.” A man abducted for his beauty by Zeus and associated with pedophilia.

Io was a mortal woman whom Zeus lusted after, and she became his lover. She was turned a heifer at some point. Interestingly Wikipedia says that the “ancients connected Io with the Moon”, and in Aeschylus’ Prometheus Unbound “she refers to herself as ‘the horned virgin’, both bovine and lunar.” This reminds me of the various Virgin Mary icons with her standing on a crescent moon.



Europa too was a woman abducted by Zeus. The Rape of Europa is a well-known phrase, and unfortunately a well-known event in recent years.

What do these mythological connections mean then? I naturally don’t know, but I have a few interpretations. Ganymede was a beautiful man whom Zeus (Jupiter) took a liking to and was associated with pederasty, and Io and Europa were women whom Zeus liked. All were mortals. This certainly sounds a bit like Genesis 6:2; “That the sons of God saw the daughters of men that they were fair; and they took them wives of all which they chose.” Perhaps Zeus (Jupiter) refers to Nephilim, demons, aliens, or just the occult elite who are going to revel in even more twisted Pizzagate-like debauchery.

Then again, perhaps the connection between Jupiter, Ganymede and Io refers to the trinity of Osiris, Horus and Isis. Zeus took the form of an eagle when he abducted Ganymede, and Horus is a falcon-headed man. Io is associated with the moon and horns as is Isis. Though I’m not sure where Europa fits in with this. I’m also not sure what is the significance of Trappist monks with this. Maybe the word Trappist should be interpreted literally, as in people who make traps. Are the secret society occultists setting some sort of trap?

Many conspiracy researchers claim that the elites worship Saturn. Saturn is the father of Jupiter. Jupiter killed him and became the chief deity. These 7 exoplanets might be Jupiter’s army that heralds the dawn of a new era, Saturn getting replaced with Jupiter. Whether this would make things better or worse, I cannot say.

I don’t know to what all of this refers, but I certainly don’t believe any of NASA’s claims at face value. I find a symbolical or occult explanation for these alleged discoveries a much more reasonable one. NASA comes up with a new discovery or accomplishment every couple of years ago that gets science-geeks excited for a few weeks and then it blows over. People forget, and in the end nothing concrete gets done. Science does not actually advance. No new technologies are developed. Whether it’s the alleged trip to Mars that people are supposedly planning, a new discovery, or even the supposed discovery of the Higgs-Boson God particle a few years ago. I know that wasn’t NASA, but it’s still part of the same scientism-industry. All of this is still just a more sophisticated form of celebrity gossip. It’s there just to distract you, or to somehow psychically manipulate you.

Pedophilia has certainly been in the headlines recently. There was, and hopefully still is Pizzagate, just a few days ago Milo Yiannopoulos was kicked from CPAC for supposed pedophiliac comments, and George Takei seems to be undergoing a similar scandal. Ganymede seems to refer to the same thing, but I’m sure what it all means. I hope it simply means that the crimes of these pederasts will be exposed and they will get judged.



Seven Earth-Sized Planets Have Been Spotted Around a Nearby Star: https://www.theatlantic.com/science/archive/2017/02/seven-exoplanets/517446/

Trappists: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Trappists

Armand Jean le Bouthillier de Rancé: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Armand_Jean_le_Bouthillier_de_Ranc%C3%A9

Ganymede: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ganymede_(mythology)


My stuff on Jupiter:

Jupiter Ascending symbolism and messages: https://concordiaabchao.wordpress.com/2015/05/05/jupiter-ascending/

Trump’s Victory suggests a shift in the Power Structure of the Secret Societies: https://concordiaabchao.wordpress.com/2016/11/14/trump-victory-secret-society/

The Star, the Comet and Pizza

I’ve been wondering about the enigmatic tarot card from the latest Economist magazine. At the center there is a comet, and the suggestion that it’s somehow related to Comet Ping Pong that is at the center of the Pizzagate controversy. I’ll try figure out if there is a connection.




Below is a picture of Come Ping Pong restaurant. I had seen it before, but I hadn’t noticed the crescent and the star on the vectors or chevrons of the sign. It’s most commonly known as the symbol for Islam. I don’t think that the restaurant is a Mosque or otherwise associated with Islam. So what’s with the symbol then?



According to About Religion website the crescent and the star has been used in the Middle-East thousands of years before Islam. It had been used in Constantinoble long before the Muslim Turks conquered it in 1453 creating the Ottoman Empire. The website mentions that “(t)here are also reports that the crescent moon and star were used to represent the Carthaginian goddess Tanit or the Greek goddess Diana.”

According to Wikipedia the star and crescent looked different in Byzantium in the first century BC, and was associated with Byzantium’s patron goddess Artemis-Hecate. Artemis is the Greek equivalent of Diana.



The crescent was below the star, which was eight-pointed. The eight-pointed star represents Venus, which is known as the morning and evening star. Sometimes the star was simplified into a single dot.

These symbols represent Tanit.

tanit tanit-hands


In the left one the star is a dot, and in the right it has six points. The image on the right also resembles the “Hands up, don’t shoot” -pose in the aftermath of the shooting of Michael Brown in 2014. Ishtar also has the same pose in the famous rock carving of her.



Ishtar also represents Venus and is basically the same figure as Tanit. Notice the omega-looking symbols in her hands as well.

The Akkadian sun god Shamash, who represents Saturn, is holding the same omega-like object in his hand. There is also a big eight-pointed star in the center of the Tablet of Shamash, and there are three small star signs above him. According to Wikipedia they are sun, moon and Venus. Wikipedia claims the object in his hand is “a measuring rod and reel of cord”. I am doubtful of this claim, but I don’t know what the object is.



Wikipedia calls the eight-pointed star the symbol of Shamash. His wife or consort is Aya, who is the same as Ishtar. Both the god and the goddess are associated with lions as well. They have the same eight-pointed star and hold the same omega-like object.

As I mentioned, Venus is the morning star. The (in)famous quote from Isaiah 14:12 goes: “How you have fallen from heaven, morning star, son of the dawn! You have been cast down to the earth, you who once laid low the nations!” In some translations, such as the King James, morning star is replaced with Lucifer. Lucifer then would be the son of Shamash and Aya, or Tammuz (consort of Ishtar) and Ishtar? In Egyptian terms Lucifer is Horus, son of Osiris and Isis. In Hebrew there is no Lucifer. Lucifer, son of the morning is “helel ben shahar”. Helel stands for “shining one”. In the Ugarit, or Canaanite, culture El (Saturn) has (at least) two sons, Shahar, god of dawn, and Shalim, god of dusk. It appears this Shahar is the same as in the Hebrew Helel ben Shahar.

This would suggest then that Lucifer is not actually the son of Saturn and Venus, but the grandson if Shahar is their son, and Lucifer is his son. However in ancient myths the relations get very confusing and seem to shift from time to time. Often sons marry their mothers and so on, so I don’t want get caught on this. Maybe Shamash is not Osiris, but Ra as well. Let’s just say that they’re part of the same bloodline and move on.

What does the star and crescent symbolize then? It is related to Saturn and Venus, and Lucifer/Horus is their offspring. Perhaps the crescent isn’t related to the moon after all. Osiris/Baal who are more or less the same as Shamash were known as the horned god. The crescent could refer to the horns. The light of Venus shines between them.



I recall the enigmatic commentator known as the Greek, who was first known for his program Ochelli and the Greek and later he was at Uncommon Sense on American Freedom Radio, comment that the star and crescent refers to an eclipse. Perhaps the Venus is eclipsing the sun, or alternatively the picture shows three celestial bodies instead of two. There is the star, the black circle of which only the horns are visible and the a white circle. The white circle might be eclipsing the black one, allowing the star to shine. Let’s say the black circle is the sun, the white circle is the Black Sun, which is often interpreted to mean Saturn, and the star Venus. Perhaps those who revere this symbol want to block out the sun, and allow the star to take its place.

In Hindu myth there is celestial object called Rahu, a decapitated head of a demon that swallows the sun causing eclipses. He seems to represent the Black Sun. I found this image of Rahu where is he swalloing the sun with an 8-pointed star. If you turn the image upside down it could be interpreted as the same thing as the star and crescent. Rahu would become the horns of the crescent and the white circle would get shallowed by it. This interpretation of the symbols would be different as the Rahu, the Black Sun, seems to be the enemy of Shamash and Aya/Ishtar.



Quite frankly I haven’t figured out the exact meaning of these deities and symbols, but I do think the star and crescent refer to this myth. Let’s get back to the Come Ping Pong sign.



There are four vectors or chevrons. It has been noted by several researchers how most space agencies seem to use the vector sign on their logo. He is NASA as an example, but many others can be found.



There are four vectors on the pizzeria sign. I noticed they also form an eight-pointed star. You only have to put the pointy end of each vector together to form a Maltese Cross. A pizza slive also resembles a vector.



I cannot say for a fact that the eight-pointed Maltese Cross refers to the same thing as the star of Ishtar, but I think it’s likely, especially in this context. Then the Comet Ping Pong sign would form another version of the symbol of the star and crescent as the the word “Comet” represents the crescent, or a celestial body eclipsing another, and the cross shines above it. Or at least this is how I interpret it. Do the secret societies then worship some sort of comet? Is this comet Horus, the son of Osiris, or Saturn?

What I do think the symbolism of Comet Ping Pong to mean is that it is a temple to Tanit, or whatever name you use for the whore of Babylon. Wikipedia remarks that worshipers of Tanit engaged in child sacrifice and possibly even cannibalism.

How is this related to the Economist’s tarot card the Star then? Well, the star of Ishtar is The Star. The eight-pointed star. The mother of the comet Horus. A comet resembles a sperm cell. There is even this sperm-like promotional picture of the infamous pizzeria.



Perhaps the tarot card from the Economist suggests that the “man of sin” or “the lawless one” from the Bible will be revealed next year. I recall the Greek saying the “anti-Christ” is 18-years old currently, or on his nineteenth year. I don’t know how he knows this, but I’m curious to see what’s going to happen.

I don’t have all of the answers, but I think this is the myth the revelation of Comet Ping Pong into public and the tarot card suggest. The pedophilia scandal might not be significant at all in the minds of the secret society occultists. They are simply furthering the cause of their mystery religion.



The Crescent Moon: A Symbol of Islam?: http://islam.about.com/od/history/a/crescent_moon.htm

Star and crescent: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Star_and_crescent

Hands up, don’t shoot: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hands_up,_don’t_shoot

Tablet of Shamash: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tablet_of_Shamash

Shamash: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Shamash

Shahar: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Shahar_(god)

Rahu: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rahu

Uncommon sense with the Greek: http://www.americanfreedomradio.com/Uncommon-Sense_16.html

John Podesta, Goldfish 14 and Osiris

John Podesta is, as everyone should know by now, a pedophile, Satanist and an aide to Hillary Clinton. People are still digging through the Wikileaks emails for more information, and I hope they find something concrete on Hillary Clinton eventually. Anyway, last night I got hooked by this side story to the Wikileaks emails. It all starts with this picture.



John Podesta is holding his hands up. The number 14 is written in his right hand, and a fish is drawn in his left. Clearly it has some sort of occult significance, but what?

Most of the following information is from 8ch.net/pol so the credit goes there. One curious co-incidence that was pointed out was a card from the Illuminati card game, Goldfish Fanciers. I have the card game myself, and I haven’t been convinced in the past the cards predict anything or are evidence of anything except good research into conspiracy theories by the people who made the game. However, this is curious.



Not only is there a card in the game called Goldfish Fanciers, the card text says “we’re not even permitted to hint at what the Secret Knowledge is about goldfish”, and it has the numbers 1 and 4 on it, i.e. 14. This card is, in effect, goldfish 14. So I suppose the fish in Podesta’s hand is a goldfish.

One anonymous person on /pol pointed out the following:


The main point is:

“Set killed Osiris and cut him into 14 pieces. The 14th piece, Osiris dick, was eaten by a fish. Isis made Osiris a new dick made from gold.

Osiris is the god of the underworld, and the fish is attributed to life and resurrection (Jesus fish especially, and that’s the one Podesta has).

I’m guessing Podesta’s “14 fish” means that he ate the life force of someone. And according to Crowley, you do that by eating blood and semen – the main recipe in the “Spirit Cooking” dinner.”

So this has something to do with Osiris. I’ve discussed before how certain conspiracy researchers such as Professor Doom and Rob Skiba have looked into how the elites want to resurrect Osiris, or something to that extent.

There is also a children’s book called The Fourteenth Goldfish. In the video trailer of the book the author explains how the main character’s grandfather is a scientist who has worked to reverse aging.  The main character meets a boy who reminds her of her grandfather, and apparently it is later revealed it is him. I can’t help but get the impression that there is going to be some sort of romantic vibe between the girl and her grandfather. Just based on the trailer the book seems to be about reversal of aging and incest/pedophilia.

In a couple of clips in the trailer a scientist is shown working at the lab. The scientist has this curious logo:



The blue triangle sort of resembles one from FBI’s list of symbols that pedophiles use.


It could be a co-incidence, of course.

Another interesting co-incidence is that in The Fourteenth Goldfish the grandfather, Melvin, desires to get the nobel peace prize. /pol users noticed that the woman on the Goldfish Fanciers Illuminati card appears on another card, Nobel Peace Prize.



The same random woman on two cards. Normally they would not seem connected at all, but right now they are connected through the book Fourteenth Goldfish. Who is she? When I think of the Nobel Peace Prize, I can’t help but think she might represent Obama. He is allegedly a homosexual and his wife is supposedly really a man. Perhaps this old woman is a manifestation of the true nature of Obama. The grandfather, Melvin, from the book would then be another representation of this character. Whoever the woman is, she holds the secret of goldfish 14 and has the peace prize.

The goldfish probably represents either the golden penis of Osiris, or the fish that swallowed it. The elites seem to think knowing its secret is significant. When you combine this with Freeman Fly’s theory that Obama is a clone of Akhenaten, it gets quite crazy. Obama is clone of a pharaoh who wants the golden penis of Osiris. Or maybe that is how the cloning process was done to begin with.

Nevertheless, goldfish 14 seems to be somehow connected to rejuvenation or reversing the aging process. This is what Osiris did for himself. The elites clearly do possess some sort of medical technology that the rest of us don’t have access to. Look at people like Henry Kissinger. He’s ancient but he seems unwilling to die. Look at Podesta’s associate, Marina Abramovic, the Spirit Cooking woman. She’s 69 years old but looks much younger than that. I’m fairly certain the elites have some vampiric ritual or technology to steal life energy from children.

I obviously don’t have all of the pieces of the puzzle, but I would say the Satanism of the elites, pedophilia and extending one’s lifespan are all related. Goldfish 14 and the invoking of Osiris, and not to forget Isis, whose namesake has been rampaging in the Middle-East, are somehow related.



Just out of curiousity I checked out some of the numerological meaning of 14. Picture in your mind a Satanic pedophile ring when reading this:

“Number 14 is a karmic number and these people need to learn independence, self-initiative, unity and justice. Their great need in life is to achieve balance, harmony, temperance and prudence. If they act cautiously they can be fortunate in money matters or changes in business. 14’s have the inner-motivation to made a success of anything they put their energy toward.

Number 14 is one of everlasting movement and brings trials and dangers from a great variety of experiences. These people sometimes experiment for the sake of experience. Such behaviour may lead to chaos, but their aim is to try for progressive change and the final joy of renewal and growth.

People under the influence of number 14 can have a strong negative influence on people, unless they are awake and aware of the conditions which come into their lives.

14 people are very single-minded and are often the ones who start weird and wonderful businesses and ventures. The receptive quality of the number 5 (1+4=5) keeps them open to innovation and change. They need a constant challenge or they may quickly become bored. They can only think and work with one thing at a time and if you give them too many things to think of at any one time they become decidedly vague.”



HILLARY’S UNDERGROUND PEDO RING PIZZA THREAD #3: http://8ch.net/pol/res/8105708.html#8110736

The Fourteenth Goldfish | Book Trailer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=91FeXVF-56E

Number 14: http://numerology-thenumbersandtheirmeanings.blogspot.fi/2011/05/number-14.html

Osiris annoucing his return at Sports Events

Last month the start of the final match in the European football cup was delayed due to moths infesting the field. Supposedly someone had forgot to turn off the lights at the stadium during the night, and this had attracted countless moths.

I didn’t really buy this alleged accident, and thought there is probably some symbolical meaning behind it, but I wasn’t sure what that would be. Now it seems that two swimming pools in the Rio Olympics have turned green. Youtube conspiracy researcher Professor Doom has suggested the pools have been dyed green to evoke Osiris, the green god. I am inclined to agree with him.

That got me thinking if there is a connection between moths and Osiris; there indeed is. First of all I found one source stating that: “In ancient Egypt, the moth; Isis or Osiris (the God of the Dead) was drawn on many cartouches and symbolized the soul’s journey to the other world.” The source however is Urban Dictionary, so I don’t know how reliable this information is.

There are a few different species of moth and butterfly with the name Osiris. There is the “Hippotion osiris”, a moth of the Sphingidae family. Wikipedia explains the meaning of the name Sphingidae: ” When resting, the larva usually holds its legs off the surface and tucks its head underneath (praying position), which, resembling the Egyptian Sphinx, gives rise to the name ‘sphinx moth’.” A butterfly called “Osiris blue” (Cupido osiris) also exists.

It would seem that the scientists who named these insects associate Osiris with the moth and/or butterfly. On top of that there are even more curious connections between science and Osiris. There is a protein called “Osiris 19” that comes apparently from the silk moth (Bombyx mori). There are other Osiris-proteins like the Osiris 17, 18 and 20. I wonder how far they go? These can be found on the UniProt website, along with hundreds of proteins somehow related to Osiris. Osiris 19 can apparently be found on the fruit fly (Drosophila melanogaster).

The moths in the football stadium were not, however, any Osiris-species of moths. They were Silver Ys (Autographa gamma). The name comes from a shape on its forewings that looks like the letter Y or the Greek letter gamma. Then I thought whether or not the letter gamma and Osiris have some connection. I found this:

“We have designed and tested software for the acquisition and analysis of high-resolution gamma-ray spectra during on-site inspections under the Comprehensive Nuclear-Test-Ban Treaty (CTBT). The On-Site Inspection RadioIsotopic Spectroscopy—OSIRIS—software filters the spectral data to display only radioisotopic information relevant to CTBT on-site inspections, e.g.,131I. A set of over 100 fission-product spectra was employed for OSIRIS testing. These spectra were measured where possible, or generated by modeling. The test spectral compositions include non-nuclear-explosion scenarios, e.g., a severe nuclear reactor accident, and nuclear-explosion scenarios such as a vented underground nuclear test. Comparing its computer-based analyses to expert visual analyses of the test spectra, OSIRIS correctly identifies CTBT-relevant fission product isotopes at the 95% level or better.”

Since I’m a not a rocket scientist I don’t really know what that means, but I just find it fascinating how Osiris finds himself at the center of genetic research, zoology and even gamma-ray research. Wikipedia says gamma-rays are ionizing radioation that is harmful to biological life-forms. On top of that: “Gamma rays are emitted during nuclear fission in nuclear explosions.”

There’s all of this information on Osiris, but what does it all mean? My interpretation is why moths symbolize Osiris is that Osiris died, spent the night in the underworld, and was resurrected during the day: the moth is nocturnal but is attracted toward the light. This is much like Osiris in the darkness searching the light of day.

The fact that Osiris is manifesting as moths in a football match and as green water in the Olympics is either that the supernatural entity Osiris is really getting resurrected and is announcing it by these miracles. Alternatively, some secret society that worships Osiris is manufacturing these miracles for their religious reasons, possibly in an attempt to resurrect Osiris themselves. I think the latter option is more likely. The reason these “miracles” occur at international sports events is that they are religious rituals with thousands, or even millions of participants. It garners a lot of attention. The Olympics refers to the Greek pantheon after all. The religious connotation is obvious, even if Osiris is Egyptian.



I saw this in Wikipedia: “Osiris’ soul, or rather his Ba, was occasionally worshipped in its own right, almost as if it were a distinct god, especially in the Delta city of Mendes.”

Note the name Mendes. It should be familiar from the Goat of Mendes, another name for Baphomet. Does this mean then that Baphomet, the “god” who received a public statue in Detroit last summer, is an aspect of Osiris? Osiris is the horned god, after all.




Why the Euro 2016 final was overrun by moths: https://www.theguardian.com/environment/shortcuts/2016/jul/11/why-the-euro-2016-final-was-overrun-by-moths

Rio Olympic Pool goes Green what does it mean? I have the answer!: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bOL_BFqg5hU

A second Olympic pool in Rio turned green. Here’s what’s happening.: http://www.vox.com/2016/8/9/12417804/rio-olympics-2016-pool-green

Sethramoth: http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=sethramoth

Hippotion Osiris: http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=sethramoth

Sphingidae: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sphingidae

Osiris blue: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Osiris_blue

Osiris 19: http://www.uniprot.org/uniprot/B6DXA8

Uniprot Osiris search: http://www.uniprot.org/uniprot/?query=osiris+&sort=score

Osiris 19 on fruit fly: http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/gene/40776

Silver Y: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Silver_Y

OSIRIS—Gamma-ray spectroscopy software for on-site inspections under the Comprehensive Nuclear-Test-Ban Treaty: https://www.researchgate.net/publication/276168480_OSIRIS-Gamma-ray_spectroscopy_software_for_on-site_inspections_under_the_Comprehensive_Nuclear-Test-Ban_Treaty

Gamma-ray: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gamma_ray

Osiris: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Osiris


What is Jesus?

By Jesus here I do not mean the pseudo-historical or theological character that supposedly existed 2000 years ago in the middle-east. I mean the saviour figure who dies on the tree and comes back to life to redeem us. The esoteric idea behind Jesus. This old archetype is supposedly associated with Osiris, Mithra or even Thor, as well as Jesus.

I grew up hating Christianity but in my mid-twenties I became more accepting of their beliefs. Around that time I also saw Zeitgeist, which has a section on these similarities of Jesus to other, older religious figures. Whereas Zeitgeist tried to lead you to believe the universality of the saviour figure to be proof that Jesus is fake, for me it had the opposite effect. It was the first time I thought perhaps the story of Jesus is more than a fairy tale. It is not just some story made up in the middle-east a short while ago (2000 years is a relatively short time) but something inherent to humanity. An integral story we re-write in our image every now and then.

While I am not certain how universal this saviour figure actually is, as many have disputed these various connections between Jesus and other mythological characters, but I’m fairly certain the story is much older than 2000 years.

According to my understanding Jesus is the ego, or rather some inner function of the individual that the concepts of our culture have no word for and “ego” is the closest equivalent. The ego is supposed to die, but you won’t get rid of it. Only after it has died it ceases to be a pest and can begin to work for the good of others, and oneself. In Matthew 15:21-28 Jesus calls Canaanites dogs and says “I was sent only to the lost sheep of Israel.” In his book Two Babylons the author Hislop commented something along the lines that only after his death and resurrection Jesus became the universal saviour. Before that he only served Israel, or personal gain as the story was written from an Israeli perspective.

The ego serving mentality that still is ruling our civilization has not killed the ego. The Christ is not resurrected, and thus causes suffering by self-centered action. However the other, post-modern, ideology which states the ego is completely harmful denies Jesus completely. Is that Satanic, or is it Satanists who try to hoard Jesus to themselves and disempower others? Ego is our conduit between two worlds, the world of flesh and spirit. Flesh is dumb and immobile without spirit to animate it, yet the spirit is impotent in the physical realm. That is where we need mind which is the state between spirit and flesh. Something the spirit can communicate with, and which can command flesh. Perhaps that is what it means that Jesus is half human, half God. The ego/ mind/ Jesus is an intermediary between two connected yet separate aspects of us.

The lie and the sin the church has committed is teach Jesus is something external from us. A character in the distant past, divine being somewhere out there in heaven, something superior, a crucifix on the wall, an idol to be worshipped. The church has turned an inherent aspect of ourselves into an external idol. It has perverted our selfhood. It has made us sinful by not only teaching us false doctrine on Jesus, but ripping him out of our flesh. By sinful I mean something which is harmful and meaningless, not something that some external patriarch will punish us for. Deliberately shooting yourself in the foot is a sin, as it is harmful to you, and it serves no purpose. The same is true for worshipping Jesus as an external deity.

This is my understanding of Jesus. No doubt it is flawed and limited, but I can say it is my honest assessment that I have reached at this point in time.